would you like eyes and brains with that?!?!?!?

i jst spent ages typing a heap of stuff dat'd eventually turn in2 a post, n den the bloody comp went whacked on me! no use crying over spilt milk... yeah, try saying that when u hv no time n when u do u realise u've jst wasted it!

n while i'm in an angry mood...

i, and prob quite others like kirsten, am sick of those ppl who demands 2 hv there food *right now*. hell, would u jst open ur eyes?!??!!? there's twenty ppl who ordered about the same time you did, and five other ppl who ordered b4 u, n more ppl waiting in line 2 b served still, n our café's only so big, n we hv only 2 chefs. it's times like these when i really jst want 2 hug all those ppl who say 2 me, 'oh, no, it's okay. it's really busy isn't it? but you're doing so well!!' these r da good ppl of da world. i'm so close 2 hating those haughty customers dat jst give u dis *LOOK*. i don't complain very often. 4 all dat i'm judgemental, i scold myself when i think bad of ppl n keep it inside, n punish myself if it ever goes out, n put make myself feel completely miserable n low-life if it ended up hurting ppl. i deal wif it, n when it's overboard, i whine 2 all my friends (i'm really sorry daria, kat...all u ppl who get nonsense crap frm me...). i whine about wat i feel, but i complain about what's *right* (or what's wrong). i whine because it's my fault i can't handle, but i'm complaining, rite now, bcoz those haughty ppl dat wouldn't evn give us a chance hv not consider 4 a single moment about da situation. use your eyes and your brains to *look* and *think*, pplz!

jst had 2 get dat off my chest. hell i'm in a crappy mood.

i saw daria the other day. apparently i hv a 'quirky' sense of humour. i've neva thought i had a sense of humour, n definitely not quirky. ok...i dunno how dat just came out, but i'm not condeming daria. if anythin i'm actually happy n kinda proud of it. i suppose i hv a quirky sense of humour, since a couple days b4 dat, i was listening 2 When I'm Gone (Eminem) chorus n thought, i want 2 play dat at my funeral. actually, dat's kinda satyr, but hell, it's humour when it really happens (if it will) !!! but yeah, i actually started thinking dat, at my funeral, i'd jst want everybody 2 remember ME n talk about ME n everybody 2 SMILE jst for ME, n when they play music, the songs dat jst has 2 b there r You're So Vain, When I'm Gone (jst da chorus is fine, but da whole song's kewl 2), n I Will Survive (n i want everybody 2 laugh n think of ME!!!!!). YUP, IT'S ALL ABOUT ME!
oh n apparently Lauren n dem others didn't get da quote 'Do you have red wine? I'm a vegetarian vampire.' kirsten didn't get it either when i tld her, but nikki did. gemma did 2. i'm not quite sure whether i tld u, kat, mel, nesha. tell me if u get it (or not)!!!

oh, n jst in case u guys don't know dat i've always posted comments after urs (about a wk later!!), i'm glad u like da elephant kat! n now dat u know there's a post mayb u'll go n read it...?

i jst worked out the other day dat i spend on average 25 hrs a wk at uni 4 lectures n labs (19hrs on wks wifout labs, 31 hrs on wks wif labs). dat's a lot of time. i didn't realise it until i sat down n jst glanced at my timetable the other day.

oh gem, 2 quotes dat mite make u laugh. there was dis guy, Chris, who was working at da café until lst friday n ne1, once, he was singing (da sort of singing dat's jst 4 fun n doesn't really matter whether it's in tune or not) n den suddenly stop n sed "don't i sound like a enuch??" n quote two: *something about gp 1 n 2 elements - periodic table n chemistry n all dat jazz* "both gps of metals are HIGHLY REACTIVE elements." my first thought: Peter King should read this :P .

now, more 'diary-stuff'.

work dis wk's been okay. at least i didn't break any cups. i did spill two coffees tho. i was trying 2 do dat thing holding two cups of coffee in one hand. well, i must've lost balance on my hand or sumthing. but other than dat, i think i did ok. at least i did better than last wk!!!

n there was a sale at Whitcoulls when i went there on Tuesday. i walked out wif three bks (fiction!!!) in my backpack n $11.00 less in my wallet. evn til now (saturday) i hv no idea wat those bks r about.

oh, n saw nikki yesterday n gave her her birthday present early. i hope she likes it a lot.

i don't think i did my previous post (da one dat got deleted coz of da comp) justice, but oh well, i gotta go neway. it's late, n while i'm not sleepy at all, i'm damn tired.

oh!!! i had my phil105 test yesterday. it was the funnest (is there such word??) test i've ever had. i think i got valid arguments and plausible premises mixed up. well, i did, n i did my best 2 fix it up coz there seemed 2 b lil space (me, being the world-class klutzy-idiot dat i am, didn't realise there was a whole blank page afta dat until i squished as much as i could on da first page n finally gave in 2 write on da back n flip over 2 find dat wat i need was jst there), n i hope da markers (da lecturers) understood wat i was trying 2 do. i wish i can get a copy of my test. i don't wanna check my mark, i jst wanna read what i wrote :P .

better go... i'm so tired n it's so late...

oh oh (this is about 1 minute later), i jst remembered!!!

i got 2 know John (who's a friend of Sophie, n Sophie's this really intelligent but still kewl person i gotta know. she's got a scholarship, passed her five courses wif A's last sem, n like me, she's doing five courses, one of which is stg 2, this sem) a bit better coz i had a chance 2 talk 2 him on thursday. he's really intelligent 2. like rite now, he has dis personal project going on dat's something 2 do wif eggshells n quails n contact lenses. like, coz wif contact lenses, u hv 2 allow d eyes 2 breath coz they're living cells 2, n den eggshells r like these really strong stuff n dey'd allow oxygen through coz den da eggs won't survive, n it has 2 b da rite temperature 2... blah blah blah... it sounded really fascinating, n had i had da time, i'd tell him 2 carry on n i'd probably repeat da whole thing on da blog (n put ppl 2 sleep n den mayb, jst mayb, i can hypnotised half da world n rule it...mwahahahaha!!!!)

neway, really gotta scoot now!!!