do angels make mistakes?
i love da lil quote 'i'd say i'm an angel, but would you believe me?' i love it. i try my best 2 b da incarnate of it. but da hope dat i've impressed dis impression on all those working wif me (i.e. my workmates) was completely shattered at exactly 9:30 this morning. first thing i arrived, amanda was at me like a bullet. it was all 'u didn't do dis during pack-down (dat's all da stuff u hv 2 do when we close so nxt morning, ppl don't hv 2 do so much coz 4 pack down u get an hour, but 4 set-up, u only get half)' or 'dis wasn't done.' i would've let dat go by, usually, but it wat really annoyed me was da way she tld me how there was da pack-down list n everything was ticked, but half of the things weren't done. well, if she'd jst *LOOK* she mite hv spotted dat the names at the bottom says 'Clive, Tai, Leon, Simon' do i c a 'dom' or 'dominica' or evn munchkin there????!! NO! i thought dey had done everything! plus, i wasn't evn in charge! hell, i've bn there 4 a month, almost, true, but all 2gether, i've probably worked there, wat, twelve times, n guess wat, i'm jst a runner. i'm not da big bossy person dat's supposed 2 tell everybody wat 2 do. n evn then, i jst mite hv walked away n say 2 myself, amanda has reasons 4 being angry. i probably would b angry myself if dat happened 2 me. it would b fine. but she jst HAS 2 bring it up again about five times... yeah, i rememba all my mistakes. do u rememba all of urs?
all in all, 2day wasn't good 4 me. i was bitchy. i broke a few drinks when it slipped frm my hand, but i'm not sure if nebody but Sam knows or remembas. nehow, i'm jst in my foul moods, n if i was da devil, i'd b stabbing amanda again n again jst 4 everything she sed. i'll regret it. give me a day or two. actually, give me a wk. i'm busy da nxt few days. i'll calm down.
as long as u don't add more fuel 2 da fire...
I'LL BE BACK!


0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home