i don't think. but other people do...

well, so it was bak 2 nada 6 wks of no-life, depressed, stressed out, full on panda eyes bullshit jst about evry1 lucky enuff pay mre lucky ppl 2 do. funny thing is none of wat i wrote above is tru. w8, i take dat bak. xcept 4 da no-life part, none of it is tru. yes, i hv assignments, n yes, iv got a test coming up, bt i feel pretty indifferent 2 it.
was readin my journal d ada day n was shocked as 2 hw lil i think bout ada ppl who care 4 me most, mainly my fam, n hw much h8 i had 4 sum ppl. it was quite shockin rly. i didnt fink i was capable, bt da journal of my past proved me wrng.
i hvn't talked 2 ne of my friends in 4 5 days nw. bt den i saw my tipsy friend 2dae (i'm prb gunna gt jumped wen u c dis) n evn nw im still kewl, calm, n collected. bt den agen, i hv quite often bn lyk dat, coz else i wuldn't rememba all da gud tyms i had wen i go totally hi on suga n jst used up my energy n used dat as n excuse 2 cover up my total uncarin nature. its sad, rly, bt wen a dreamer has seen 2 much of reality, dea's nt rly much of a place dey belong. hence, a lost soul.