i arrive... Sunday 24th February 2008, at 4:45pm. yup, jst one mre wk~ n den its bak 2 loads n loads of organising...

uh...happy valentines...? i hope u'r all doing great... 'specially mel, on dis happy happy day... yeah, i knw, i sound soooooooooo enthusiastic huh? its nt dat i dun lyk u, melly, u knw i luc ya girl =) jst nt big on valentines. neway, can't wait 2 catch up soon y'all~~~~~

had a shitty day 2day. lyk i kept wakin up in da mrnin round 3:00, den wen my alarm rang at 5, i turned it off, n wuld'v slept in if my bro didnt wake me up at lyk 5:35. had a shower, n pretty much it was tym 2 leave. culdnt find my sunnies, den jabbed my finger jst as i gotout of da door n nw my left ring finger has a bloodied nail n looks disgustin, nt 2 mention i cant type properly n its wat i spend most of my day doing. neway, bro dropped me off at da bus stop, n den i got on da bus n realised i was still holding on2 a set of house keys which i was supposed 2 leave wif my bro, so i called him, den asked da driver if he culd w8 jst a couple minutes so my bro culd get dem. he sed no, which wuld'v bn reasonable if he didnt sound so patronising, bt i let it go neway, jst 4 a while. den he started da bus en my brother *JUST* pulled up at da bus station, so i asked him if he culd jst stop at da nxt bus stop n allow me less than a 30 seconds so i culd give da set of keys 2 my bro cuz he's literally RIGHT BEHIND us, n da driver, practically scolding me lyk i was a 5 yr old, 2 tell me dat he wasn't gunna stop jst bcuz i was 2 stupid 2 nt 4get sumthin so simple n dat i had 2 sit dwn. yeah, iv bn tld da world revolve around me, n yeah, i knw it's my own fault dat i didn't hand dem keys 2 my bro, but wuld it rly hurt da whole wrld so bad if he'd jst stop 4 15 seconds? not 2 mention he was DAMN PATRONISING AND RUDE! who da hell did he think he is, tellin me 2 sit dwn n shut up?? plus, da buses r always late, n i can bet my life dat he's nuffin different. he was lucky my bro wasn't catchin a plane or sumthin, cuz den i culd'v *SO* sued him 4 making my bro miss da plane or sumthin. so basically i fumed da whole 40 min i wa on da bus wif my hood on n listenin 2 my music, n wen i got off i purposely walked snail pace n walked in front of da bus jst so he culdnt move. 'course, he didn't actually care, bt i knew he had 2 wait cuz of me n dat was my lil bit of revenge until i culd think of a beta one. so walked in 2 wrk n ran 4 15 minutes 2 get da steam out a bit mre b4 i sat in da cafe doin da same thing i was doing on da bus til Evan came n saw me n asked me wat was wrong. i tld him it was nuffin n finally calmed dwn n was able 2 socialise, bt still plottin revenge.

yeah...in case u hvn't noticed, im jst a bit angry... u knw, jst a lil... *rolls eyes*

so neway, wen we started wrk evryone who cared sed their happy valentines day (i 4 one didnt cuz, 1, too furious still n 2, jst didnt care) n aimee (it's supposed 2 b sum other way of pronuncing it bt she sed jst say "amy" cuz no1 wuld rememba da real way) bought us cookies while piroska bought candy. vivi got all of us lil bookmark things. i realised one of my dreams were real sum tym around mid-day n jst kinda went blank 4 a couple seconds. fortunately evry1 else was busy doing their stuff so no1 knew.

came home at d end of da day n spilled a lil bit of negativity... sharing's caring rite?

i hvnt played maple 4 lyk 2 wks nw n im missin da distraction. its lyk my lil bit of alone tym's gone...

i rly wuld luv 2 take a foto of all da things hea so i can show y'all, bt its kinda hard wen i dun hv a camera n dea's nuffin *interesting*. i suppose i culd get my fone n take a foto of tim, evan, amanda, pam, n jess. nt 2 mention my bruised finger. it's not actually dat bad...u can't rly c it wen u rn't looking, but it bled 4 a while n i had no tissue at da tym so i was basically cradlin my finger waitin 4 da blood 2 clot x.x hell im jst lucky i dun hv STD. yes, i'm jst being dramatic.

so yeah, it's tym 4 me 2 go b4 y'all get my negativity spills ova 2 u 2. good nite~