screw d world

FORGIVE LORD, FOR I HAVE SINNED.

truth is, rite nw, i dun give a damn. i'v sinned heaps my whole life, jst 2 b gud. most important one - love your neighbour.
i treat my family lyk shit.

bt lyk i sed, rite nw, i dun give a damn. dea r jst sum things in dis wrld dat r worth hating sumtyms. free will, stupidity, close-mindedness, nature, gravity... d list goes on. one thing dat rly sticks out in my head, y can't da stupid endangered animals jst get on wif it n save dea own stupid lives. yeah, we'r cutting dwn heaps of bamboo forests, bt it's not our fault da stupid pandas do dea stuff in d 1st place.
another one... free will... rly gotta hate it sumtyms. wrld rly jst can't get along. in fact, evn 2 ppl can't jst get along, b happy, m8 lyk bunnies n live happily eva afta. damn y'all 4 driving ppl insane wen we can all c dat d only fing u rly wanna do is 2 b happy n make each other happy!!

*breathe*

guess i'v had a bit 2 much tym 2 myself. hving nobody 2 tlk 2 does things 2 u. evry1 knws dat.

if nething, at least i can kinda ride a bike nw. took 3 days. well, less than 4 hrs, rly, since i spent at most an hr n a half each day. steering's still a bit out of control, bt at least i can ride strait sumtyms. got bruises all ova.

christmas's drawing near n a shelf in our freezer is broken we still hv 2 find a way 2 cook da turkey. i knw i knw, jst shove it in d oven wif a lil glazing, rite? well, yeah, no1 in da family can cook. hell, ne1 can luk at a recipe, bt wea's da fun in dat? *sigh* wat a weird family. it's not lyk we hv d ingredients 2 b creative. i'd b lucky 2 find vanilla essence around hea.

damn, was such a happy bastard at d start of d yr. wat da hell was i on? i wuld say prob drank 2 much, but it was a bit 2 early 4 dat 2 hv startd... didnt rly get in2 dat phase til lyk midyr. dude, so needed sum pills 4 reality check.

well, had sum paycheck probs left ova frm last tym i was hea, so went bak 2 my old wrk place n got it sortd. didnt c jess, amanda, tim, evan, pam, or ANYBODY dea, so i'm assuming evry1's left (prob shuld'v rly. it's not rly a career) bt it was a nice feeling 2 b bak dea cuz trees r real pretty at dis tym of yr n it reminds me of home... it kinda brought bak sum nice memories too, lyk "coco" n being all chillax cuz it's all customer service stuff n table tennis...

but gotta move on. which is y i prob shuld ditch dis damn thing. god knws wen dat wuld rly happen.