fireworks and confetti...jst all ova da place =)

well, it's been hell of a wk dis wk. jst wen i finally feel like i've settled down n everything, it turns out 2 b mid-sem break. life's like dat. jst gotta deal... one thing's 4 sure - i am SO failing those three tests! chem210 is a definite fail. evn if all da question i answered was PERFECT (which i *KNOW* they weren't) i would scrap through wif 51/100. yup, u read dat rite. i would pass by 2 marks. biochem was horrible. everything i studied for was in da exam all rite - worth 5/100 marks. ok, so i know sum other stuff 2, but evn if i pass, it'd probably b another marginal one. n finally, chem120. it was da easiest test of them all, but i jst hv 2 stuff up. wen dey tld us 2 put our pens down, i was still thinking about how 2 do such n such questions. if i had time, i probably would've finished it fine.

broke sumthing again at work 2day. i put a tray full of dishes on a basin n must've knocked it sideways. fortunately only one bowl was broken. da rest was still nicely intact. it's one of those moments in my life when i think there must've been an angel or sum sorta miracle or sumthing, coz there were like 3 big plate, 1 medium plate, 1 med bowl, 1 small bowl, 2 saucers n a cup. da med bowl was d only thing broken. n not only dat, but afta i broke it, Cass n dem all jst laughed. dey laughed like nothing happen. ok, so i still feel really bad coz now i'm practically breaking sumthing every week, but i jst felt so much more comfortable working coz i don't feel like i'm being watched. although amanda's still got me working only 14.5 hrs nxt wk, which is making me suspicious coz usually i work 16.5, n nxt wk's mid-sem break, so u'd think i should work more, i'm feeling much better.

it was daffodil (i'm still not sure how 2 spell it) day yesterday. i bought 2 pins, tho i'm not sure why coz i hv a habit of keeping dem n now, if i hvn't lost sum of them, i would've had at least 7. wat's da point in getting more? y don't i jst put da money in? neway, i walked along queen street n da national bank at da corner of victoria st was *SO* crowded. dey had sausage sizzle outside ($2~!!!! i can buy 2 pies n heat it up at da uni microwave!!) n there were sum staffs doing ppl's hair. i was tempted 2 go in n check it out, c if u had 2 pay n all dat, but i just asked mum d other day n she sed she wouldn't evn let me dye a single streak of my hair pink. i really wanna do dat. i'm thinking about it 4 my birthday. it's either pink or green. i thought of white, but den i'd probably look like a skunk. n i'll probably c if i can get my ears pierced. neway...back 2 daffodil day... so i didn't end up going in there. oh, n i think about 2/3 of da ppl hv at least one daffodil pin. it was kinda amazing coz i've neva seen so many ppl wear dem b4.

i thought i lost my star/pentagram necklace on tuesday. had me so worried. turns out it was rolled up in da duvet. i changed da chain so i know it won't fall off again (coz dat's how i "lost" it). i feel kinda sad tho, coz i like da old chain better. it was thicker n longer. dis one looks like it should go wif sum sorta prettier jewellery. da old chain seem more like me. oh well...

i watched National Treasure on Sky yesterday. it was an awesome movie. i like it a lot. i'm jst not sure why there wasn't much publicity n all dat jazz about it. i certainly like it a lot more than, oh i don't know, spiderman or sumthing. come 2 think of it, i probably like it better than pirates of the caribbean. if sophie reads dis, she's so gonna kill me. gem, who's more likely 2 read it coz she knows dis blog's existence, will 2, but she hasn't been sending ne emails so i assume she's been busy n hvn't been on da net. it wouldn't matter tho, since i've been certified dead already. last yr. short version: modelling a crisis scene of house on fire. i was supposed 2 b shocked, slow breathing, pale, etc, but dey certified me dead. i evn got a 'deceased' tag. so yeah, i'm dead. tld u i'm da devil.

i'm not sure why but i was smiling quite a bit at work 2day. other than the feeling more comfortable thing, i mean. like there was da down part of da day when i started singing 2 myself 'nobody likes me, everybody hates me, i think i'm gonna eat worms...' (do u rememba da song kat??) den sumtime abotu 1:00pm, i was jst popping around n i can't rememba wat happen, but i rememba thinking or saying sumthing 2 myself which reminded me of 'I'M A LLAMA AGAIN!' from the emperor's new groove (I LOVE DAT FILM!)

ah...can't wait 2 get home n hv a lil bite or sumthing. i jst wanna eat sumthing small n little n sweet coz i've already had dinner but i still wanna eat. ah well, suppose i gotta wait a while... in da mean time, i'll jst surf da net like i hvn't done in ages!