afta da hols...n bak...

wow...it's bn so long since i last came here. well, actually, i did pop in sum tym around christmas, but i so didn't get da privacy 2 do a post. i still don't.

so much has changed...i dun feel so lonely nemore.

petal n i were studyin 2gether 2dae, n brana 2. sumhow i jst got really confused half way thru n den i was ok wif it all again. i dun think i understand wat happen 2dae other than laughin my head of wif petal.

was jst reading thru all my posts, n it's hilarious how it's so different 2 my journal. lyk if i didn't hv proof i *know* ppl'll think it's by 2 dif ppl. how can i b writing da same thing n yet write so dif. guess i really do write how i feel. wen i'm actually calm i can really write sumthin pretty, n wen im feelin crap, i jst write lyk i dunno proper english.

well, i'v got no idea how dis sem's goin, but i sure hope its goin ok if not great coz im still trying my hardest studyin n all, n i actually hv sum balance coz i get 2 spend time wif my friends. im loving it n i don't want it 2 end.

i wonder how long dis'll last