whoeva sed Christmas has 2 mean overjoyed?

almost new yr's...tym 4 mre resolutions x.x hvn't evn done dis yrs yet -.-"

okay, lemme recap n all b4 i go shootin off in2 da distant future...

Christmas... so, i went 2 midnite mass on 24th and woke up late as usual on 25th. well, technically one happened in d morning n one in the aftanoon, both at 12:00 on da same day. n i woke up 2 snow. n basically jst bummed round da house. i continued 2 knit my scarf, bt dat's about it.
dis place, frm my parents' n my bro's pt of view, is FREEZING, n proof is dat i finally had a white Christmas. im reluctant 2 say freezing cuz hving had a cold shower in lyk 42*F/5*C, i doubt its dat cold. plus, im still walkin round dis flat wif a top n one of my slightly oversized t-shirts over it, wif no heater or nethin. it seriously cant b dat cold. i guess i depends on who u talk 2... i mean, most ppl u c out on da streets r wearin waterproof-windproof jackets. dea r a few (lyk no mre than 10, in da WHOLE tym i'v bn hea) in shorts n t-shirts (wen it wasnt snwing or windy) bt dey jst hopped out of da car, so im assumin dey'v bn relyin on da heater. still, it cant b dat cold if dey'r walkin round in t-shirts n shorts.

n da last few days...

dad started lukin 4 chinese opera 2 watch or listen, n he miraculous stumbled in2 an amazing website...*drum roll* .... he discovered YouTube x.x so 4 da last few days i hv chinese opera screeching in my head. it's rly nt bad normally, honestly. it jst hvin a marathon of it... um... lets jst say u hv 2 hv bn thru it 2 knw, n i dun think id want 2 put ne1 thru it unless dey *lyk* chinese opera.

n i learnt sum chinese history, i guess. 4th June 1989... a vry sad incident in Tiananmen... im nt gunna elaborate in case sum random person stumbled 2 dis blog n start hvin a go at me 4 wat i think n lectures me on wat i shuld think n start spammin me or sumthing. damn u gotta hate politics. screws evrythin up.

ok, so my Christmas sound lyk a bore. i enjoyed it neway. nuffin bad happen, 2 say da least.

cant wait 2 new year... wont 4get u guys in my wishes ^^

You *think* I'm over everything....*THINK*

omg...i can't believe i actually dabbled wif html in high skewl...n i can't believe im actually dabbling wif it agen. i mean, yeah, ppl tell me its ez stuff n it *is* ez stuff, bt wat da hell? lyk its so "old" dat nt evn da dvl wuld say make me use html if my life depend on it. ok, fine, its exaggeration 2 da max n its actually still in use, bt still...its nt lyk itd help u get a job or sumthin. so y o y did i choose 2 learn html n css?
i'm 2 dumb n lazy 2 move my arse 2 da library n learn java.
ask a simple stupid question, get a simple stupid answer. way of life, way of evrythin. heck, evn physics. c, i did learn my physics n maths well. input = output, magnitude of action = magnitude of reaction.
neway...
so yeah, i learnt html n css a few yrs bak, hence dis damn blog being so pink n purple, which if u wanna check out my very first set of posts i knw i sed sumthin about it. its actually kinda fun at tyms, if u hv ur own comp n u lyk designin stuff n watchin it appear wen u refresh ur pg, bt its use in da wrld is pretty insignificant. lyk i sed, im stickin wif html n css cuz im 2 damn lazy n stupid 2 learn java. ok, fine, ill tell da truth. i m perfectly capable of learning java, i jst wanna b stupid n ignorant, k? nt knwin hw 2 do sumthin these days actually cums in handy, specially wen it's sumthin ur nt supposed 2 knw. u either get buried in shit loads of wrk or u dun get ne wrk at all.

speakin of wrk...
i got a call frm da bank yesterday, gave me a ph interview, den gave me a dumb online-test. those ones wea dey ask u things lyk "if you were to speak in front of a big group of co-workers how uneasy would you be?" guess wat, i "flunked" da damn thing. as in, i didnt get da job. wat was it 4? jst a teller. y did i fail? nt sure. my grades werent bad (lol, dat's cuz dey're lukin at high school n nt uni ~ ^^ ), i neva showed up late 2 wrk, im askin 4 about 10.00/hr, which is pretty much wat dey're lukin 4, i wrked well wif my supervisors, got pay rises, prefers 2 wrk alone rather than in gps (it was those either or questions) n my main strengths was problem solving n customer service. mayb it was da problem solving part dat put dem off. or mayb it was dat question wea i was pressured 2 say "using this job to get a better job is important for me." n hence other questions askin similar things require similar answers. c, i'm nt all dat ambitious a person. in fact, im as close 2 a pushova as can b. these things dun matter 2 me. so wif questions lyk thse, id trust ppl. bt im nt dat innocent n pure-hearted 2 say i won't b jst a tid bit annoyed wen i find dat i jst didnt get my job. nehw, um, yeah, dats my lil bit of complainin 4 da day. boring, huh? well, i had 2 complain abt *sumthin*. i mean, wat else wuld u read :P ???

ok, d other day, we were jst drivin round twn, mom, dad n i, n we stumbled in2 da kewlest store... a place called cycle barn. i was kewl, calm, collected, bt i was fully jst gazin at those bikes lyk dey were my prince charming. n i guess dey kinda were. ok, so i wuld go so far as 2 b talkin 2 it n givin my life 4 it, bt damn, dey were my fav type of bikes dat i hvnt seen in ages. dey werent lyk nicholas cage's bike in ghost rider - i aint dat sorta girl - dey were mre jessica alba's dark angel, cept hers was sports rather supersports, i think. dwnfall? dey costed a couple hundred dollars short of a new car. den agen, if im jst gunna b by myself 4 most of my life...hmmm... food 4 thort... *sly grin*

uh hem...

sumthin did make me crck a smile 2dae. dea's was dis car wif a sticker stuck on da bak window. it sed, "DEFEND AMERICA: DEFEAT BUSH" nw, im prob gunna gt hell frm dis if ne1 frm da states supportin bush see dis, n so wyl whoeva has dat sticker, bt ova hea, nt actually dat many ppl lyk bush, so its ok. neway, politics is nt my stuff, bt seeing things lyk these abt a guy who keeps bombin places cuz he can, well, jst cracks me up.

i m, once agen, tryin 2 knit a scarf. c, i hv 2 much yarn/wool bt knws mad-all abt knitting. i dun hv enuff 4 a jumper, dunno hw 2 make socks/booties, so all iv got left is scarf n hat. 4 dis lil bundle, since its so soft, a scarf wuld make mre sense, so a scarf it it. thing is, i wanna do cable (twisted lukin stitches), bt d only cable scarves iv eva lykd r da plaited/braided ones, lyk da ENTIRE scarf has bn plaited/braided, n yeah, it luks complicated. its nt, rly, bt wen u hv neva made da damn thing b4 n ur dealin wif rly nice yarn/wool... i mean, who'd buy couverture choc 4 an amateur cook?

n speakin of cook, i wonder if ne1 fully makes lasagna frm scratch nemre. lyk i searched da net n dea's NO recipe 4 dat lasagna noodle/pastry. well...dea r sum made wif spinach...bt we dun hv spinach rite nw n while im pretty sure its jst flour, a couple eggs n milk, n mayb, jst mayb, da tiniest bit of butter, does it rly hurt so much 2 giv ppl lyk me a recipe? guess ill jst make a gooey mess of meat n cheese... x.x

neway, you bet ill b bak soon wif mre sleepin pills, if im nt sleepin myself n do get 2 spend mre tym on da comp. i knw u r all insomniacs. toodles frm da MS fan who hasn't mentioned a single wrd of it 4 da past wk (i think it's bn a wk) til nw.

- KarmaElektra :P

WARNING: hearing about MapleStory can change your life

c, dis all started nt wen i started playin. it started da moment MapleStory came out of kats mouth. no, i aint blamin kat, jst stating a fact. once u hear abt it, dea's no way u can 4get it. i mean, MapleStory...doesnt it jst sound nice? ok, so da nt so hot thing is dat dea r sum things u hv 2 pay wif REAL money, lyk da whacked hair do my character got, bt at least i knw 2 nt go 2 claudia n take da risk nxt tym. it jst dat once all she did was dyed my character's hair black, n i thort dat it wasn't so bad.
neway, Maple isnt jst a game...it's a forum or a chatrm as well, pretty much. i enjoy playing Maple, but i spent the last 2 hours just chatting to a kid who taught me abt Kwanzaa, Hanukkah, and Christmas. hw much of it is tru, i hv no idea, bt it makes me feel content n calm jst "listening". lol, he evn gave me a pop quiz 2 c hw much i remembered. its rly cute (urgh, i rly wish dea was a way 2 rephrase dat...i make hm sound lyk a 5 yr old). bt yeah...innocence of the young :P believe jst abt evrythin u read...
den agen, im nt dat different. sheesh, all u can hear abt da social side of internet these days is hw 50 yr old pedophiles or sumthin, n im here hvin faith in pretty much evry1 iv met so far dat dey rnt sum1 pretendin. *sigh*
hehe, kinda funny, my character seem to attract a lot of people though. i think it's da name - KarmaElektra :P

OMG PHOENIX LOST TO MIAMI HEATS! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! i rly wanna kill dem guys...wat da hell happened??? urghhhhhhhhh. phoenix sun... x.x jst...i'm so annoyed rite nw...i mean dey lost 2 minesota, i was annoyed, i settled dwn...but MIAMI HEATS, whose been losing most of this season??!?!?!?! miami heats, da team dat my bro n i r both against??? miami heats, with shaq. x.x omg... rite nw i jst wish both teams wuld burn in hell - dey'r used 2 da temp neway.

watched Rush Hour 3 n American Pie 2 yesterday. Rush Hour 3 wasn't as bad as i thort it'd b, bt of course stuff was getting a lil old. Jackie Chan's getting a lil old 2 (lil? yeah, Michael Jackson *is* still black, uh huh) , 4 dat matter. i always love the no-go's at the end tho. "we'r nt brothers huh? afta all dat we'v bn thru? *tiny pause* rush hr 1 n 2" dat was Chris Tucker, in case u'r wonderin. lol, my fav part was wen he kicked ass n den sang kung fu fightin by carl douglas tho. bro was lukin at me so weird... bt he doesn't knw da song n lyk da song the way i do. 4 me it was one of those moments i jst *had* 2 wiggle or bob or dance in sum way, evn if it luks lyk i was, i dunno, squirmin in my chair or sumthin.

iv bn tryn rly hard 2 read sum chem240 notes, bt dude, who wuld *want* 2??? i mean, if u tell me 2 read on da history of christmas i'd prob b mre interested. its almost christmas n all i can feel is dread n despair dat im gunna struggle nxt yr, dat i can't find a job? dat's jst ironic.\

well, g2g....b bak later, mayb.

watching bourne ultimatum rite nw. since iv seen it b4 i can divert my attention 2 typing.

i didnt go 2 slp til 4:00 dis morning. why ill explain later. neway, culdv woke up at 9:00 bt it was so darn cold (its lyk 1*C hea), n turns out my brother had most of my blankets cuz he was cold last nite, so i stayed tucked in my bed n promptly fell bak 2 slp. woke up a few mre tyms, finally literally woke up at 12:00...at 12:00! didnt do much since. went 4 a walk, watched live free or die hard. dat mvi has sum pretty swt dialogues. culdnt help crackin up. i mean cum on! "Michael Jackson was still black?" totally creative take on classic ^^ .

as of yesterday i am officially addicted to maple. found a couple of ppl around, joined their party, had a pretty kewl tym chattin n learning. its lyk being on a forum agen. i just dunno wat 2 do in da nxt couple of months wen i cant get 2 a computer, n den afta dat, i wuldnt evn hv a comp. i prob shuldn't'v joined da party. hmmm... bt it was so fun yesterday nite tho. n it was y i stayed up til 4:00. yeah...guilty as charged.

we tried to clean up da house a bit 2day. well, my brother did, kinda. he tried. its jst there's so many things around dat doesn't rly beong newea, bt we cant chuck away. so, he basically cleared out ne pieces of paper we didnt need, which made a rly rly sml difference, bt nt much. i basically wiped dwn evrythin in da kitchen. da microwave is one bad technology...

OMG PHOENIX LOST 2 MINESOTA~ dat rly hurts. minesota apparently wins lyk 3/15 games. n evn comparin their top perfomer stats... steve nash was *so* nt in top shape. i wonder wat happened. bt man, dat blows. dat rly rly blows. OMG...im soooooooo miffed. URGH~

dea's bn no reply on ne job offers. hmmm... i didnt rememba findin a job bein so hard b4. i mean, i lukd 4 abt a wk, n got 3 offers, n turned dem all dwn cuz dey had rosters dat jst didnt fit me. nw im strugglin 2 find a job wif a beta resume? dis is jst confusin. evrytym i try hard it seems i fail. i jst dun gt it. its nt lyk im nt focused. why? why???

well, so i'm still hvin a pretty good tym hea. ding dongs were expensive - we didnt evn bother lukin. chocs were on sale, n i wanted hershey's kisses, bt dey werent worth the price either, n we ended up gettin m&ms n snickers. tried 2 talk my bro into gettn extra or wrigleys or sumthin, bt he didnt buy it, so ah well. it was funny wen we got 2 da check out tho. my bro 4got his wallet n i ended up hvin 2 pay.

oh, n we had buffet yesterday~ ^^ . i wash in heaven cuz dey had loads of mushrms. yup, nt only do i think weird, i luv mushrms. ok, dey had other stuff lyk seafud n icecream n sodas n MELONS, bt mushrms were da best.

okie-dokie. tym 2 go... man, hw i wish i can hv a laptop. da recent ones i saw, da mre compact sleek lukin one, was lyk $900 hea. so bak at hm itd b, i dunno, around $2000? nw hw m i goin 2 save up dat $$, AND persuade my parents 2 let me spend it? x.x *sigh* im neva gunna gt 2 play maple agen...

watched Waitress yesterday, n nw da song stuck in my head. Baby don't you cry, gonna make a pie. Gonna make a pie with a heart in the middle~ the mvi got a rly high rating on imdb, which is awfully rare, so i decided 2 watch it. it was a lil 2...dramatic...4 me. lyk it culdv bn ne1's real life story, n yet, 2 close 2 the truth, 2 many problems. n the ending... im nt sure y, usually i love hw da main character gets a happy ending, bt dis tym, i jst thort she was selfish, in sum illogical sense.

as 4 reality, well... iv bn livin inside a nice enuff flat, wif cream coloured walls. dea's a dark bog green leather bean bag, n nxt 2 it, da body of an old bike. n in front of both of those is the glass doors dat lets u go outside, which we'v neva opened 4 security n also cuz dis place is a mess. 2 da rite of the glass doors is an L shaped desk dat takes up a whole heap of rm. dea r 2 boxes underneath it containing leftova finger fuds n stuff dat my bro got lyk frm at least 4 months ago. on top of the desk r 2 tiny stacks of novel sized bks, all old lukin, a toolbox, stationery, n at the other end a computer. da keyboard sits on a lil coffee shelf thing which is actually 2 da left of the beanbag. confused yet? i'm tryin 2 make it sound precise evn tho ne sane person knws im jst followin my ever-wavering train of thort ^^ . neway...on da other side of d beanbag n da coffee thing is a wooden round table which is owned by da laptop n a couple pieces of paper, a couple of bowls, n lots of wires n connections. 2 da left of dis table is another desk, wif a tv n a monitor dat doesn't wrk, n a heck of a lot of moving boxes dat neither of us hv da heart 2 chuck away. its a bit smler than ur livin rm kat, lyk abt 1m shorter. n den dea's da kitchen, no dining area (hence da dishes on d table) n den a bedrm...its basically same sized as d living area. n bathrm of course. so dats da flat. no vry flash, bt vry comfy, if we culd tidy up sumhw.

im nt quite addicted 2 maple, bt im certainly playin it heaps. i wont quite b pining 4 it wen my parents gt hea. rather, id jst b whinin abt hw i hv nuffin 2 do. hehe. im such a spoiled brat

nw dat i hv d net n my brother nearby im gettng attached 2 NBA. only sad thing is dat i dun actually gt 2 watch ne games, in particular phoenix sun's games, coz we dun hv cable or nething. damn! seriously, i was sooooooo lukin 4ward 2 a month of Steve Nash n huge scores lyk 110 - 100 or sumthin. bt bro's doin his job, n i saw LA Lakers-Orlando Magic game a few days ago and dat alley hoop was freakin awesome~! dude, if i culd jst watch mre games... i mean, i pretty much decided sun's gonna b my fav team a couple yrs bak, bt i dun evn knw their weaknesses. okay, so ne idiot can prob figure out wif their fast pace n offence, n da high scores evry single tym dat dey prob do less defence, bt still...it'd b way beta if i can watch it.

well, neway, until nxt tym~

Happily ever after...in Far Far Away ^^

Hola chicas...let's c who's bak 4 another round of boringness. nice chattin wif ya wen u guys were online. i didnt ended up fallin aslp til lyk 5:00am. wat a gud nite. on d other hand, i've finished my resume (thank God, whoeva he/she/it is) n hv applied 4 a few mre jobs. im kinda doubtin im gunna gt a reply, its 2 big a wrld hea, bt ill survive. hell, ill survived all these yrs, im sure another 3 months or so wont kill me.

BUT

iv nt stopped watchin anime. Cyber Formula GPX is great, n i cant stop listenin 2 da theme song (I'll Come by G-Grip). Still lukin 4 d later two songs tho - Soul of Rebirth, n Pray by LAZY. if ne1 knws wea i can gt it id b ova da moon ^^ . was watchin shrek da third b4 dat. luvd pinocchio. n b4 dat, i nw pronounce u chuck n larry. yup. hvin helluva gud tym...stayin at hm x.x

it was snowin a couple days ago, n da flakes were huge. it was actually quite enchantin. unfortunately, i decided 2 hv a snw fight wif my brother n wifout glves, my hands quickly froze, n so i culdnt stay out dat long. bt da snow rly was amazingly beautiful...it was lyk wat id imagine unicorn white wuld b, lyk...haha, bedazzling. 'course, iv seen snow b4, bt da event gts increasingly dramatic each tym. we reckoned we shuld take a pic, bt da camera died -.-" hw typical of us 2 :P .

hvnt done nethin else much. went 2 church. met a friend of my bro. um...

yeah, i guess dats all then, physical wise.

It's kinda weird bein in a place wifout ur own bit of freedom. well, dat isnt exactly correct. i can do wat i want, bt wifout money or transport, dea's nt a lot i can do. it gives me lot of tym 2 waste, n i rly wuld luv 2 waste it. its rather unfortunate dat i hv 2 much self control 2 do such a thing rite nw. who wuldv thort. i enjoyed da tym i wasted tho. plus, i wont hv dis tym 2 waste in abt 2 wks, so y shuldnt i?

btw, i mite nt b online much afta da nxt 2 wks.

g2g. wuld give u guys a mre detailed update, bt tym's runnin out (2 b mre exact, bro's bootin me off da comp ^^ )