what i'd do for some motivation right now...

ok, so it cums dwn 2 dis. im jst nt in da mood 2 do nethin. absolutely nuffin. well, nt as far as studyin/uni goes neway.
thing is, i'd luv 2 study. i rly wanna study rite nw. bt i can't, cuz evry lil bit of research im tryin 2 do cums 2 a dead end. n i dun hv ne other bks wif me rite nw, n im, as always, wrkin my schedule round evry1 else.

well, neway...my "real" life story...
i caught up wif mel n kat on thursday i think. hung round wif kat agen on fri. spent a while walkin round lukin 4 a bag. as usual i wasnt ne help, bt i enjoyed it cuz i jst needed tym 2 relax n c kat. its nt dat i dun lyk marcus, bt i ALWAYS hv trouble talkin 2 my friends if dea's sum1 else around. u'd think i'd grow out of dis awkwardness nw, bt noooooooooo. i mean, he's already seen me run around lyk a mad idiot afta nesh n mel n da pineapple lumps, n he's such a nice guy. it's da same wif matt n mel...n wen sam stops evry 5 min 2 say hi 2 ppl... i mean, no1 cares if ihv an assignment due sn - we all do. wat else can i say 2 ppl as a conversation? i dun keep up wif news, n my friends i dun usually talk about cuz it's their story n dea's a thing called privacy. i srly wonder hw ppl can talk so much sumtyms.

ooh, my bro came home 4 da wkend. it's kinda fun hvin him round. i mean, he can b such a stubborn cow sumtyms, bt afta all, he's my bro n i luv him 2 bits. wish i culd say da same bout dad. ok, he luv him 2 bits 2, bt wif dad, he always has his weird way of showing it which jst pisses evrybody off.

damn, g2g. jst wen i begin!!!