i'm coming home~~!!!!

YAY...i'm *SO* excited~ gonna b on a plane bak home soon...

BUT...i do miss ppl hea... i can't believe hw quickly i found friends at wrk. im jst glad jess was willin 2 tell dem i was leavin 4 me so dat i didnt end up teary eyed all day...

neway, i rly hv 2 leave da house soon, but jst thort id post 2 tell y'all hw much i miss u guys n hw ESTATIC i m 2 cum bak...

didnt get 2 buy ding dongs n twinkies b4 i go... i'm really upset about dat =( mayb nxt tym...?

jumping bean is here...

lol thanx petal...damn strait im gunna b bak soon =)

can't believe i got spammed in the post... O.o

watchin House rite nw. missed da show so much. i'd so love 2 get it on dvd...afta i get a laptop :P if i eva get it...

girl hea went on a bad sugar high 2day. n i'm gunna enlighten y'all cuz i knw i'm *SO* intriguing. so neway...

we had an online assessment thing dat we had 2 do n jess, being da nice trainer dat she is, gave us a break b4 dat n tld us 2 b prepared. n so, me bein me as usual, got 3 cups of hot choc frm breakrm, thinkin i'd drink dem durin da test so i wuldnt b so bored... n i ended up finishin dem all b4 da test evn started cuz we took so long doin da review. n da test took us lyk 15 min wen it was supposed 2 take an hour. neway, so, sugar was metabolised, n evry1 saw me powerwalkin n running n jumpin... dey sed i looked lyk a bunny... n easter bunny at dat x.x

n speakin of hot choc... i nw hv 2 mre nicknames 2 add 2 my list, n dats domini-coco, n jst coco. aaron, who sat beside me 4 a wk (cuz we change seats evry wk) was da one who gave me domini-coco, n i bantered wif him 2 say dat evn coco wuldv bn beta dan dat, n so... yeah i knw, i shuldv jst shut up. n tim, who sits in front n talks 2 aaron, overheard, so 2day wen i was restin wif my earphs on wif my eyes closed, he was lyk 2 aaron "coco's sleeping". (n no i wasn't eavesdroppin, i jst wasnt as deep asleep as i thort i shuld)

ah...wat else. oh, we'r hvin pot-luck (aka share lunch) nxt tuesday... got no idea wat 2 bring cuz we hv no fud at home.

im getting boot off da comp so i gotta go. thanks 4 visitin guys~~

i arrive... Sunday 24th February 2008, at 4:45pm. yup, jst one mre wk~ n den its bak 2 loads n loads of organising...

uh...happy valentines...? i hope u'r all doing great... 'specially mel, on dis happy happy day... yeah, i knw, i sound soooooooooo enthusiastic huh? its nt dat i dun lyk u, melly, u knw i luc ya girl =) jst nt big on valentines. neway, can't wait 2 catch up soon y'all~~~~~

had a shitty day 2day. lyk i kept wakin up in da mrnin round 3:00, den wen my alarm rang at 5, i turned it off, n wuld'v slept in if my bro didnt wake me up at lyk 5:35. had a shower, n pretty much it was tym 2 leave. culdnt find my sunnies, den jabbed my finger jst as i gotout of da door n nw my left ring finger has a bloodied nail n looks disgustin, nt 2 mention i cant type properly n its wat i spend most of my day doing. neway, bro dropped me off at da bus stop, n den i got on da bus n realised i was still holding on2 a set of house keys which i was supposed 2 leave wif my bro, so i called him, den asked da driver if he culd w8 jst a couple minutes so my bro culd get dem. he sed no, which wuld'v bn reasonable if he didnt sound so patronising, bt i let it go neway, jst 4 a while. den he started da bus en my brother *JUST* pulled up at da bus station, so i asked him if he culd jst stop at da nxt bus stop n allow me less than a 30 seconds so i culd give da set of keys 2 my bro cuz he's literally RIGHT BEHIND us, n da driver, practically scolding me lyk i was a 5 yr old, 2 tell me dat he wasn't gunna stop jst bcuz i was 2 stupid 2 nt 4get sumthin so simple n dat i had 2 sit dwn. yeah, iv bn tld da world revolve around me, n yeah, i knw it's my own fault dat i didn't hand dem keys 2 my bro, but wuld it rly hurt da whole wrld so bad if he'd jst stop 4 15 seconds? not 2 mention he was DAMN PATRONISING AND RUDE! who da hell did he think he is, tellin me 2 sit dwn n shut up?? plus, da buses r always late, n i can bet my life dat he's nuffin different. he was lucky my bro wasn't catchin a plane or sumthin, cuz den i culd'v *SO* sued him 4 making my bro miss da plane or sumthin. so basically i fumed da whole 40 min i wa on da bus wif my hood on n listenin 2 my music, n wen i got off i purposely walked snail pace n walked in front of da bus jst so he culdnt move. 'course, he didn't actually care, bt i knew he had 2 wait cuz of me n dat was my lil bit of revenge until i culd think of a beta one. so walked in 2 wrk n ran 4 15 minutes 2 get da steam out a bit mre b4 i sat in da cafe doin da same thing i was doing on da bus til Evan came n saw me n asked me wat was wrong. i tld him it was nuffin n finally calmed dwn n was able 2 socialise, bt still plottin revenge.

yeah...in case u hvn't noticed, im jst a bit angry... u knw, jst a lil... *rolls eyes*

so neway, wen we started wrk evryone who cared sed their happy valentines day (i 4 one didnt cuz, 1, too furious still n 2, jst didnt care) n aimee (it's supposed 2 b sum other way of pronuncing it bt she sed jst say "amy" cuz no1 wuld rememba da real way) bought us cookies while piroska bought candy. vivi got all of us lil bookmark things. i realised one of my dreams were real sum tym around mid-day n jst kinda went blank 4 a couple seconds. fortunately evry1 else was busy doing their stuff so no1 knew.

came home at d end of da day n spilled a lil bit of negativity... sharing's caring rite?

i hvnt played maple 4 lyk 2 wks nw n im missin da distraction. its lyk my lil bit of alone tym's gone...

i rly wuld luv 2 take a foto of all da things hea so i can show y'all, bt its kinda hard wen i dun hv a camera n dea's nuffin *interesting*. i suppose i culd get my fone n take a foto of tim, evan, amanda, pam, n jess. nt 2 mention my bruised finger. it's not actually dat bad...u can't rly c it wen u rn't looking, but it bled 4 a while n i had no tissue at da tym so i was basically cradlin my finger waitin 4 da blood 2 clot x.x hell im jst lucky i dun hv STD. yes, i'm jst being dramatic.

so yeah, it's tym 4 me 2 go b4 y'all get my negativity spills ova 2 u 2. good nite~

i hv no idea wat i sed last tym... nw dat i read it agen it sounds lyk i made no sense. not logical sense... mre lyk dea's no link btween nething. ok, i do dat often enuff, bt dis tym's jst worse than usual. i wonder wat i was thinkin.

meanwhile...(bak at da lab...)

still wrkin n wakin up early in da morn. wrk rm is so warm n wen dey turn da lites off evry1 wants 2 dose off cuz da slides r borin n our office chairs lean bak, so it's rather decent 2 fall asleep in... our trainer's rather glad dat none of us has fallen asleep yet tho, cuz it has happened b4.

mom tld me lantern fest is lyk da wkend i come back. i dunno hw accurate dat is, bt if it is i sure m lookin 4ward 2 it. i can't wait 2 b bak nehw. i miss my friends n my mom n jst da damn country in general, dvl help me. yes, i miss my hometwn 2, but auckland is da nxt closest thing...

on d other hand, i do lyk my wrkmates a lot. dey rly r a friendly bunch, altho it *so* obvious dat we jst automatically moved in2 groups at lunch n break... its kinda funny, lyk high skewl almost. not 2 mention da back-stabbin n all... :P

other than dat, it's jst da weather, i guess. we were so shocked 2 c da sun durin da wkend. evry1 was lyk "WOAH~!" not 2 mention 2day at wrk sum1 pulled up da blinds at lunch n wen jess (our trainer) came bak she was lyk, "WOW, da lite's r on outside" (interpretation = da blinds are up and the sun's shining outside) n evry1 else gave her a blank stare b4 smiling.

well...that's it...i think. i feel lyk i've forgotten something, but i'll hv all da tym 2 tell y'all wen i cum bak.

mwahahahaha, girl's gotta wake up at lyk 5:30 in da mrnin nw cuz she's got a job. its call centre, bt nt 4 ne normal customer call centre... i gotta deal wif those lil biz employees... u knw, those ppl who'r high up in mgmt who gets discounts at wea dey wrk? yeah, i'm gettin trained 2 answer 2 those ppl. bt da trainin class is awesome. dey're rly fun ppl. n 2day wen we played a "game" wea ppl had 2 guess who dey r by askin us Qs (all except da most obvious of "wat m i" or "who m i" or
"wea m i" of course) so dat dey learn da dif btween close-end n open-end Q's (yup, sum ppl didn't knw da dif), n one of da guy, tim, he was guessin n he was jst a lil frustrated n sed, "DAMN!" n so jess, our trainer, was lyk, litely, "we don't use dat language" n so tim was lyk, "i was guessing." it was actually pretty funny cuz he was so quick n jess sounded so mock stern. not 2 mention evry1 got da joke strait away. he was lipstick, btw. n den dea r other lil things, lyk da ppl in general were rly nice. we'r already talkin bout hittin 2 bowlin dis sat. if i wasn't so restricted rite nw i'd go.

i baked mre cookies while my bro made banana cake. unfortunately we were doin roast beef at da same tym, n so...yeah...cookies burnt x.x it's still edible...sorta. da cookies on the edge r debatable though.

we'r still eatin junk hea. none of us can b bothered cookin nethin healthy, n least of all my bro. at least it's still dinner junk. lyk we've had quesadilla da last couple days, n i reckon it's a balanced enuff meal. i mean, u got r wheat frm tortilla, vegs frm lettuce n tomatoes, meat, dairy from cheese... so pretty decent.

dis is about all da tym i got 2 b hea =(