nauseous one day n eatin buffet da nxt, wat's a girl 2 do? yup, dad took me 2 buffet yesterday. its my family's way of sayin happy birthday 2 me since dey dun seem 2 realise hw lil i wanna eat sumtyms. n my bro, wen he came bak home, pretty much made me sit dwn while he made dinner n wash up weneva. wen i get up he'd tell me 2 sit dwn. damn, jst watchin him jump up n dwn was enuff 2 make me squirm n wanna help. yup yup, my family's da best, n i take it 4 granted. nt many ppl get 2 say dat in their lifetym, but i do n i abuse my ability 2 do so evry damn day. jealous much?

thx mel, thx kat =) appreciate da wishes ~ i think maple's celebrating my birthday 2... :P dey got new events goin ~

keep me posted on driving~ i wanna knw if u've came up wif *any* tips...

cookies r almost gone...i made a batch (about 24) n dea r about 3 left. it's partially cuz we hv nuffin else 2 eat other than junk (uh...junkier junk...) until dinner.

i almost finish readin one of my txtbk... got lyk 2 chapters 2 go, bt im movin on neway cuz im sick of med-chem rite nw. moving on 2 microbio... wonder how i'll get on wif dat one.

wahhh... dad almost got angry cuz i did da typing in pdf a dif way than he did in his application x.x it wasnt lyk dey were dif fonts or sumthin. it was jst dat i decided 2 type first then move da txtbox 2 get it 2 da rite place, wea as he lined it up wif da prev paragraph, click AT THAT SPECIFIC PLACE, n den start typing... n i thort i was picky x.x well, tym 2 scoot n finish dad's application. toodles~

don't ask~~~

woke up dis morn feelin nauseous. i dunno y n prob neither do u. didn't feel lyk eatin either. in fact, da sight of food was about as bad as ne of Jigsaw's traps at da tym. if mom was hea she'd prb call it me gettin cold n tell me 2 button up. i call it nature's hypocritical bull if it's tru. if i rly was cold den it'd make sense 4 me 2 eat food cuz den i'd hv a chance 2 produce heat, nt throw all dat energy away, one way or another.

so i decided 2 bake cookies instead. dat way dea'd actually b sum left 4 da family cuz no-one's gunna eat it all away. ok, so i was gaggin nt 2 touch da margarine, n da smell kinda haunted da kitchen, bt im nt dat intolerant, n i made sure i had sum hot tea beside me wif da hope dat it'd cover up sum of da smell, which it did rather decently. nw all dat's left 2 do is 2 wait 4 da oven 2 heat up. wonder hw dey'd turn out dis tym. yup, no recipe agen, completely frm scratch. dis tym's mre margarine, less flour, same evrythin else. mite'v added a lil less sugar...still kinda hesitant 2 pour a 2/3 c sugar. honestly, wen u jst look at da cup of sugar... all dat goes thru ur mind is: am i rly goin 2 eat all dat????

it snowed yesterday mornin, snowed dis morning, n it's prob gonna snow 2mrw. if dat doesn't say enuff about da temperature hea i dunno wat does. mayb: if i look outside dea's no sun peepin frm da clouds bt its completely blindin n da only thing dat'd shine mre is a unicorn. n dea's a strong urge in me 2 grab a pair of sunnies n put dem on... as if it wasnt dark enuff.

can't believe it's feb in a few days, bt can't wait 2 get back 2 a mre homely, familiar place. while sumhw no place'll eva quite replace hong kong as home, despite da short tym of my life i've lived dea, bt dis is close enuff. at least, a girl cant ask 4 mre in these situations. its strange hw iv bn hea 3 months n knw da main rds n still feel lyk a stranger. i hv no doubt it's cuz da lack of freedom. guess i miss nt bein able 2 walk out da door 4 a walk n all. cant get newea wifout tellin sum1 cuz evrybody wants 2 knw wea u go n wen dey knw dey'll want 2 go 2, n den if it's far dey'll make u take da car which i still can't drive properly cuz im a damn slow learner, esp wif sum1 scoldin worse than my brain does evry tym i make a mistake, n sumtyms evn b4 i make da damn mistake. hell, its nt lyk i evn came close 2 crashing.

ha, i hv my raving ability bak... i started out talkin 'bout home n moved on2 driving. guess dat's a sign 4 me 2 get bak 2 studyin n concentrate.

u've got 2 b kidding me~

y yes i m. u gotta leave it 2 ppl hea 2 play da most hilarious prank on u. c, dea's dis site wea ppl jst posts evrythin frm cars 2 houses 2 computers n buys n sells dem, kinda a friendly version of stuff lyk ebay n trademe n all. neway, dea's dis entry dat sed sumthin along da lines of "i've got dis 85 toyota corolla, n im givin it out 4 free. ring Larry on dis number **********" n so ppl rings da number, almost *knwin* it's 2 gud 2 b tru... i feel so sry 4 dat poor guy larry or wateva his name is, whoeva he is. he now has an answering msg dat sez, "Hi, I DO NOT hv a free toyota corolla 4 u. sum1 played a prank on me..." bt its damn hilarious. tld my bro n he sed it'd b awesum 2 do dat 2 sum1 4 april fool's. LOL

baked a tray of cookies n a cake. unfortunately i pretty much woke up frm a deep slumber, one of those ones wen u jst feel lyk u hvnt slept AT ALL, n i added eggs in 2 da cookie dough. lets jst say dat da cookies rnt 2 flash. still edible though, fortunately. it jst has a cake lyk txture, kinda spongy on the inside. guess i rly shuld get a recipe nxt tym. bt wrkin frm scratch is so fun~ cake's still bakin, bt its a bit dodgy... dunno hw dat wyl turn out. speakin of which, beta go check on it.
its gettin beta. its still bakin, n got ages 2 go. id finish dis who post n it still prob wont b done. dude...talk abt givin an amateur cook couverture choc...

did i mention i dun hv enuff yarn/wool 2 finish my scarf? im hellishly peeved. spent so damn long tryin 2 sneak tym makin my scarf, den actually makin it, n got one-third b4 it was apparent dat i dun hv enuff yarn/wool 2 finish it off. nt 2 mention da yarn/wool is rly nice n soft, n nw dat i hv 2 unwind da whole damn thing its kinda frazzled (dun ask me if wat it means cuz im nt evn sure its a real wrd. it jst came 2 me n seems lyk a perfect wrd 2 describe it) n frayed.

went 4 a drive yesterday...n it was horrible. it wasnt until da last, lyk, 10 minutes wen i finally managed 2 relax n actually drove properly. lyk big help dat was x.x

bro dwnloaded sawIV. we're jst wonderin wen we'r gunna gt round 2 watchin it. dwnloaded atonement 2. nt sure hw dat 1's gunna go. neway, jst gotta find a suitable tym. it jst sounds rly sick 2 say im watchin sawIV while im hvin dinner, evn tho honestly, if u dun go 2 deep thinkin abt it, its nt evn gunna matter. texas massacre is another story tho, frm my bro's account. i hv neva seen da mvi in my whole life, bt 2 knw dat my bro didnt c da pt of it is enuff4 me.

phoenix suns whooped laker's arse~ 'course neither teams were playin dea best, bt its another win. got kicked out b4 we got 2 finish watchin da game tho =( so sad...

tym 2 check out my cake agen. mmm...smells nice...

o.O didn't knw da txt wuld turn out so big in my last post. i wonder wat da hell happened. it sure didnt luk lyk dat wen i was typin up my post. neway, hey petal. yeah, hvnt chatted 2 u in ages... ur usually busy wen im online n prob vice versa. we hvnt seen each other 4 a couple months already...wat's another couple of months? its nt lyk u missed nethin big. jst heaps n heaps of snw n dreary weather. da latter half u guys got da earlier parts of december neway. den snw's jst snw, since i cant play in it cuz i dun hv ne clothes i can actually get dirty in. actually, scratch da dirty part. i dun usually care if denim gets dirty. rather, i dun hv comfy clothes... if i hv my shorts n sneakers, id b happy 2 skip outside.

so, got a job. unfortunately, until i got it, i didnt knw dat it doesn't start til feb. its supposed 2 b a permanent full tym job. n im gunna b dea 4, wat, nt evn da full training cuz ill b gone. if i wasnt so bored out of my mind i prob jst ditch da damn thing altogether. nvtheless, its a call center aka customer service, which shuld make me happy. we all knw jst hw much i luv fallin head ova heels tryin 2 help ppl x.x id prob live dea if i didnt want 2 cum bak so much. glad i hv uni 2 worry about. has 2 b da worst thing in d wrld 2 choose a career in. honestly, call center? most pathetic thing is dat id prob do it jst cuz. urgh.

hvnt bn able 2 charge my fone til a couple hrs ago. its nt fully charged, bt its beta than nuffin. plus, its nt lyk i get 2 use it hea. nt wifout selling my life 4 it. no way m i spendin another 1o bucks jst 2 send a few txts. sorry guys, u rnt dat important.

i kinda watched waitress agen. kinda meanin it was playin on da comp, bt i wasnt payin attention 2 it. truth is, it got a high rating on imdb, bt i didnt lyk it. it was 2 close 2 a real life story, in a way. lyk hw screwed up can u get? i guess da thing i hate most is da fact dat she pretty much walked away wifout an explanation, n annoyingly evl dat damn doctor was, i reckon he deserved mre than dat stinkin tart thing she gave him, since he's mre stupid than nething. it jst pains me 2 knw dat ppl enjoyed da mvi. altho on d other hand i must accept dat dey saw dif things in it... *sigh* it still pisses me off.

studylinks makin life hell x.x

okay, slpin pill's bak agen~ lemme c...

went 2 vancouver 4 new years. we always manage 2 do sumthin stupid on holz. dis tym it was completely missin da whole entire countdwn cuz 1) we didnt c da stupid clock dat was a above n behind dis big n brite as telly, 2) dea wer lots of pubs wea da countdwn occured n a lot mre police, 3) wen it was tym we *almost* got lost (wif a map 2 o.O altho on d ada hand, it was rly dark n dea weren't ne street lites so da map was useless) n culdnt find da car. den we had 2 find parkin... x.x it was a total killer. nt 2 mention dad has rly bad knees nowadays.
so yeah, we missed countdwn. we arrived at da pt of attraction about 15 minutes late, so bro took a pic of da clock (15 mins late, of course. duh) n den of police on horses, 'cept dey luk lyk ghosts or monsters of sum sort, cuz da horses hv red eyes n da police were wearin those darn things wif da white reflective stripes.

applied 4 a job, turns out dey'r a those places wea dey check out da person b4 da actual company dat does da hirin do it. so did a lil test thing on da comp, lyk a call service simulation thing. it was weird n took ages. at least i dun hv 2 drive dea agen...it's lyk at least 30 min's drive x.x no offense, bt unless it's sumthin *rly* big, lyk gwen stefani's concert or sumthin, i aint gunna want 2 do dat 3 tyms in a wk.

got a new car. well, a new old car. yes, as in a 2nd hand car dat was nt owned by us until recently wen we bought it. it's maroon *gags* bt its a ford taurus n runs well. actually, it has a lil racy 'tude 2 it, so it's kinda kewl. i drove it round a few blocks a few days ago, n nw dun wanna go bak 2 practice agen cuz im 2 proud 2 spoil my brilliant drivin record. lol. u hv 2 leave these petty things 2 me.

im in lyk icecream heaven hea. dea's no1 in da house who doesnt lyk icecream, so it doesnt take much convincin 2 buy icecream, considerin its sale rather often lately. im surprised im still relatively da same shape o.O nt 2 mention i NEVER hv regular meals at reg hrs AND i hvnt done so much as move my arse away frm da chair cuz dea isnt nething 2 do other than dishes. dat i do...wen im nt hoggin da comp~

got lyk 5lb/2.27kg bakin powder 2 polish off. dead sure i mentioned it b4, bt i knw u'll 4get (yeah, lyk knwin dat iv got heaps of bakin powder's gunna save ur life sumday) if i wake up early 2mrw mornin mayb i wyl bak another cake. afta all, i did talk dem guys in2 buy another tub of margarine specially, n my last cake wasnt inedible.

my courses hv mostly bn sorted out...mostly. maths202, unfortunately, requires departmental consent n stuff, n co-ordinator is on leave. dat's d only course im waitin 4. n also, if i find dat afta im enrolled i can delete maths208 wif no consequences, id drop it in a wink. lyk hell im gunna suffer another round of multi-variable calculus n algebra if i dun need 2, evn if its supposed 2 b easier. if i cant, DON'T EVN MENTION DA DAMN THING IF YOU WANNA LIVE

dude, hong kong sure is goin thru a lot of political bullshit frm china. y cant dey jst b left alone lyk dey originally were??? n wat da hell is wrong wif ppl these days? dey'r bein such pushovas... n cumin frm me, id say dats sayin sumthin. honestly, dey'r jst gunna let china puppet da damn government... urgh. say buh-bye 2 freedom of speech dudes

im rly surprised, bt i actually found a few txtbks of mine on da net. i jst mite b able 2 get away wif nt hvin 2 buy da stupid things. ok, readin txtbks frm da comp is nt my fav thing in da wrld, bt... altho on d other hand it means i either hv 2 b at uni 24/7 or mayb, u knw, jst *MAYBE* i can talk dem in2 buyin a laptop...? lol, lyk dat'd make a dif. still... it wuld b nice 2 hv my own. *sigh*

hm, tym 2 go. its mre interestin than my last couple posts :P n hey, got my 'tude hea wif me 2~

happy new year

wow, new year. finally. unfortunately, there were no stars visible on midnight, or netym since den, 4 dat matter. bt i guess it doesnt rly matter 2 me cuz until im bak hm, new year hasnt bn. dis place is lyk a dream wrld 2 me.

OMG I CAN TEXT! ok, so iv got no credit, bt still, I CAN TEXT. OMG~!!!

yeah, i basically logged on 2 say dat much.

o.O

sad huh?

dat's rly all i hv 2 say 4 nw. i'm getting wasted hea.